放下~

事到如今~

我没有其它的选择~

哭也哭过了~

笑也笑过了~



最后，我都很不拾得的放手~

对你和对我~

也好~

你讨厌我，

其实，我都知道~

你对别人比对你所谓的干妹妹的我好~

你知道我有多心痛吗~！？

心痛~

这三年~

我为你，做了这么多的事~

难道你都没感觉到吗？

为什么，你只会骂我~

为什么！为什么！为什么！

我妈生我去来~不是给你骂的~！

你以为我不知道~

你以前对我好，而不是真正的好~

只是，因为我够笨~

我答应知己，

我再也不要做回以前的燕妮了~！！！

可是~怎么样都好~

我都要谢谢你~

如果不是你~

我还在依赖朋友~

不是你~

我就不会像现在这么坚强~

如果不是你。。。。。

i tough i can HAPPY~

I TOUGH i can HAPPY

when u tel me,

u can b my BRO~

BUT

til now~

HAPPINESS is CHANGE~

into a DEEPER SADNESS~

it's not HAPPIER but change into DEEPER SADNESS~

wat happen~

tis is wat i say las POST.... T^T

I FELL VV TIRED~

u lik sport~

yeah, a super active~

BUT

u owez made urself hurt~

as im d oni 1 , hu care 4 u~

hu dun thing anything den run n catch d ball from hurting u~

does u noe BOUT TIS~

NO~

Bcoz of u, i hurt myself~

Bcoz of u i get scold by my mom~

Bcoz of u i stay in skul till 5 o'clock with d reason training wib u~

Bcoz of u i do anything u ask~

all BCOZ of u~

BUT lastly wat u GIV ME~

i doesn't want anythin~

i JUTS HOPE wat i say on las POST~

its PAINER den get HITTED by d ball~

I CANT ACT ANYMORE~

COZ IM REALLI TIRED~
LAS 3YRS IM OWEZ ACTING HAPPY IN FRONT OF EVERY1~

ARH~ I CANT LET THOSE HAPPENING AGAIN~

I WOULD B MENTAL PROBLEM OF A DAY SOON~

Heart break~

i jutz HOPE u can trick me better~

i jutz HOPE u talk 2 me everytime u saw me~

DOES IT HARD~

i dun no~

everytime i talk 2 u~

i jutz lik talk to a bulding which hv no RESPOND~

u noe hw HURT m i~

sumtimes i tough u didn't hear~

i repeat it~

DEN u jutz lik "HUH"~

SAY tht im ur KHAI MUI too~

BUT

ASK urself,when u gt trick me as wat u say too~

i can LOUDLY say "NO"

u DIN EVEN~!

u jutz noe hw 2 hurt me n scold me~

im vv disapointed of myself~

Y until nw i aso do anything 4 u~

i REALLI duno wat 2 say~

3 yrs~

i tough lasly u b my BRO.

(tht wat i wanted from 3yrs ago)

i tough u will trick me better~

tis all i tough myself~

i ALMOST cry EVERYDAY~

but does u noe~?

u jutz care bout urself n "THEM",u WUN EVEN care bout me~

as im a MORON, im d oni 1 hu owez care bout u~

i REALLI vv tired~

i FEEL LIK wanna put down all~

does i can do tis~?

m i realli can put down~?

I DUN NO~

y u lik 2 ignore me~

i try my best to *lompat tinggi*....

but

i still cant 4got wat did my best frenz do~

sori bro,

i noe u vv angry

but

i realli cant jump over~

T^T

i scared u scold me,i belanja u 3 Vitagen....

n RM5~~~

but i wun wan anything bek from u,

for me u happy is everything~

bcoz u r my bro~

if sis(maxine) i aso wil did d same thing~

but

4 me, i din even saw jie angry....

wakaka

Love Is Sucks

i LOVE u~

BUT

in ur heart

tht oni HER..

u say tht u dun1 2 c me get HURT~

SO,

does tht mean u close ur EYES

when i CRY~

Life

LIFE~

just lik rollercoaster~

its going up n down~

which full of suprise~

which u needed or not~